SOMETIMES EVEN WHEN THINGS ARE GOOD THEY SEEM BAD

So just a short post. As I'm sure I just want to vent a tiny bit. I have been feeling so off today. Questioning myself and almost everything I'm doing. I seem to have been in a funk all day today. Feeling like I will never live up to my potential. That's if I really even have any REAL potential. I know that sounds so stupid and like I'm throwing myself a little pity party but the truth is, I am. I have been having a small, quiet, pity party all for myself today. I feel like I am never going to be as good as I want to be at the things that make me most happy. I find myself comparing myself to other people in a business type way. Through Photography, Arts and Creative Writing and I'm thinking today that Wow, maybe I'm just not good enough. So that's that. I'm sure I will have a wave of confidence again in a day or two, followed by another wave of self-doubt and wondering if I will make it to where I want to be. Shit. I hate this feeling.